No title because I feel nothing fits
Hello people out in the world. I would like to tell you that I may not know you, but I would like to re-imagine something that schools don’t promote, imagine that we all had a space of deep acceptance and love for another.
Now that I have said that so I can get you to actually listen to me without having you react to something I say that is totally not normal, I would like to trap you a little longer in this mysterious message it has been so far.
Number One: I sense I can’t use the word feel because it implies my experience is based on my emotions and not something, well, more accurate. But let’s just say that our emotions have the potential to be accurate in addressing anything let’s start off here. Ok? You with me?
If not it’s all fine. So I FEEL that what I do to reach out to people help grow my business, there will be some repercussions to my intent which is sooner rather than later to make money. But what am I to worry about if I am being taken care of by my God mother who feeds, clothes, and shelters me with especially internet. Oh Boy!
Well to those of you thinking I need to get a job, I would like to say there is nothing inherently wrong with what I am doing. Some may think I am a waste, but I would like to induce the fact that I could possibly be using my time and energy towards information that could potentially revolutionize the race. “pssshh, you kid, One person can’t do shit to change your local community, let alone something bigger dude.”
Hats off to you everyone, because my message today was sparked by a bit of unknown accustoming as you can see by the word I have chosen ‘accustoming’.
So I would like to reveal something about myself to help you and me know more about how I can shift this state of being I am going to describe. Something I have some experience with but I guess I just said that twice. Anyways, it is in regards to making money with your passion.
I sense there is a major trend in the world, and some of us can attune very easily to it, that if we could just do our passion, what we love, we could potentially not only make money from that, but we could also enjoy the process.
Because of the quick-paced work conditions going on in the world, and the education that helped create them which is majorly based on profit rather than timeless principles, there is a minus factor where work is actually work, and off-work is actually joy. We can use different words to it, but that is generally the state of being for many people.
There are a couple things I would like to do with this message. I would like to express that I do not like how many people I approach online or onland, ONE: do not like to be approached and TWO: do not want to be offered anything that could potentially take their money.
What a fucking scene we have here. Some of you may have different experiences, but I have tried a lot of different things, some for not extensive lengths of time, but in what I am saying. I feel obstacles to creating a business no matter how authentic it is. I wanted to use the F word before authentic but I am thinking some of you might care how much I use a word that implies strong emotion. Making it, well, “wrong” to express in a certain way if I want to reach more people? Could be wrong, but what the hell.
So anyways, through facebook as well, I have over 2000 friends. I would not call them all my friends because we can get carried away approving people in replacement for approving ourselves or the real selves of people, which often are hidden under many layers of abusive programming.
I am listening to emotional music genre and I am going to stop it now, although it sounds fricken awesome. So now that I paused it, sometimes music can carry us away into sharing things we are not so used to sharing, bad or good in the sense of authenticity.
So what I was saying before, I have expressed myself in very abnormal ways to people. Trying to connect on ideological levels down to the emotional to the least. Even though most interactions have not been about sharing my business (asking for money or time to see some of what I offer {can be array not including money})
I have gotten the sense that many people don’t really want to just give their time in general, even if it’s free time. I do understand many people pop in very quickly to just check notifications at work or something, but I don’t want to talk about this anymore.
So, concluding the fact that hopefully those who started reading this message are still reading, I would like to say that in my almost one month of opening my business with services, ideas, and artistic marketing to the best of my tech-ability, I have not made any money. This is not wrong, but there is a part of me that is sad.
A lot of the time, I think there are those of us out there who think that if we were just in our passion, what we love, being who we are without a crammed environment of fixed communicative behavior and rules to appropriating customers or whatever clients, that people would love us more and many people would seek us out.
I accept that I don’t have the highest view here, that is why I am reaching out in this way. Not necessarily asking for feedback, which is fine if you do, but to see the things in myself that maybe by writing down, I could see things that I would not ordinarily see by just being quiet or scrolling my news feed or searching out information or organizations to collaborate with.
I am kind of rambling, but also still feel I am expressing my deeper emotions about my current trajectory and potentially many others who are going through the same thing.
So I have put multiple books up, different writings, videos, interviews, and shared it with my circle of friends. Well my circle of friends are either too small, or do not care enough to share because they either know what I know or who they know already knows what they know. Thus, excluding potentialities for influence inside my circle of friends.
I have asked for support but was not able to get very much after starting a proposal to work together and form an organization in November-December to all work together. This didn’t have any affect. There is no wrong here, but I am sad because I have expectations. Expectations are not wrong, they are what we can potentially see with our decisions in life and understanding in life based on many perceptions you can say.
So all in all, I am sensing many of us may need to go outside our circle of influence. I feel that. I am not so scared at working at taco bell or some corporate chain, although a little because of my desire to talk to people openly is usually a threat to the ranks of positions inside a company. Why? Well read my other videos or messages.
But anyways, some ways is a weird word to say after my second word in this sentence. I guess I can say I have gone outside my circle of influence by approaching people in different businesses, but so much people are fearful by that as I described earlier. Leaving me with little imagination to the capabilities of local commitment.
Perhaps I am hindering myself by saying that last, but I will say I have thought a lot about what I can do to share my values and mission outside of my oh so comfortable home. Which can actually get quite uncomfortable ironically when you are there too much. Funny how life is when you are not looking outside your own mental box.
So anyways, I really like that word, and hope you do too out of sheer expectation that you non-judgmentality will allow more of your attention to be so lovingly loved by my love. So what I want to say here is, how do I have more success outside of my circle of influence. The dude over there says “do something different man!”
Perhaps he is right, perhaps he is wrong, perhaps there is neither. I would like to say that I feel sad, again, but this sadness can go away when you accept where humankind is at in awareness or moral principality (ie: authenticity). Sub-consciously, that to me means possible acceptance in a “low-class job” where part of my passion or mission of which I have envisioned, may have to take down more of my desire to actually do it. Redefining what passion means inside the actual circumstance of what one might call a limited conditioning.
But as I have studied, bells have rang to the fact how the single most important right any human being can have involves the ability to freely think. I do enjoy the thought how no one entity can control our thoughts without our consent or free will. Although many would not say it is so free because of the environmental birthing/growing process of current social affairs is very abusive. I sense I don’t need to talk about that. But please ask if I do, and I will in the future.
Even in knowing many things, this world in it’s almost infinitum of complexity can make you think you are the dirtiest of all dirt found on the planet. This is somewhat how I feel because of my expectations. So now part of me wants to end this message, but a part of me is like scroll up to see if Number TWO: is complete because I don’t know if I finished.
All in all, part of this message is about forgiveness or preparing to forgive, I know that can sound weird, but I mean to allow myself full acceptance to whatever situation I am in, despite how much effort I put into my passion or love.
My beloveds, please allow me to call you that because I really do love you like family. Swipe off the drama and the labels of us being strangers unaccustomed individuals who should have a peak or familiar experience before accepting a word commonly labeled as unfamiliar.
I would like you to know there is an energy rolling through this planet. An energy in which scientists have yet to discover yet is the primal factor to which beats the human heart, the quantum field of life. Sorry for being abstract, but everyone who is making money off of their passion or business, are actually being faced with an intense wave of divine judgment. Yes I said that word, don’t get all pointy at me.
Judgment my friends is when you see or sense a potential other way to live life and yet conform to an easier more separated form of experience. This comes through many ways, but the most direct way is method of communication I would say, through the voice, I have talked about this before.
So many people are receiving this, and the people in the soon-to-be future who are actually an entrepreneur or a small business shooting for profit, they will have to be incorporating some of the highest ideals to help society be free of the elitism it is currently in. Take note, that there are many others out there not only looking for different ways, but also finding acceptance for love to stream through them even if they work at taco bell, in a sewer, doing construction, being a butcher, being a waiter/waitress, a chef, a cleaner for whatever area society hires to clean (many parts).
This acceptance is so beautiful, because it does not mean you will not be able to find your authentic partner and have a family, or give time and energy to your passion and mission, or even if you can’t do these, that you can’t find peace and wholeness inside the environment you are breathing. The environment where you are so taken away by the breath outside but not inside your being.
As a concluding part to this message, I just would like to say I love you for who you are. I may not always be nice because there world is according to our labels to what a nice person is, but I will aspire to have a higher vision every day because we are all connected. When I have a higher vision, this helps everyone connect to this and be free no matter what we are doing.
Thus allowing a critical mass to build up eventually, sooner rather than later, to help light up the darkness where so many times, we feel we can’t express ourselves as much as we want no matter what situation we are in. And yes I am talking to us, the majority reading this message who know I am talking how Freedom in Authenticity, not extremism in physical abuse/force. There is a distinct different.
With all this being said, I am happy to have shared this message, and will continue to do the best I can to share more of who I AM, not just of the content or products or whatever that is so heavily highlighted as the key to our financial freedom or spiritual freedom.
A new era has dawned, and welcome you all, to the age of fucking honesty. Where real life meets the real fucking word: REAL.
Now go do You! Which may not be doing so much but all depends on what you do or don’t do. Find balance in comfortability and uncomfortability. Be different, for America and many other affluent places can’t literally, and I mean literally, stand on flat out land if it can continue doing what it does.
Let’s prove the power of one person is beyond the status quo, that’s how change happens.
Getting dizzy now, it’s time.
A no name ending for a no name title.
Amen.
