The good and bad of happiness

What if I used negative words to define my words and conversations? People around me would not like it, but they would actually be drawn closer in to their own stuff or closet. This is actually not necessarily true, but in many cases it may work as trick or experiment for people to see the frailty of the current reasons why we say I am good or it’s a good day; forsaking the primal intelligence that allows a vast creativity to summit our every conversation into new territory.

So my plan with this message is not necessarily about what I have stated above. I just felt like writing that to spark something I have never thought about before. I would like to premise this message with the jolly good ol saying to follow the bread crumbs.

The bread crumbs that come from every instance in our life where we feel stagnation or division. It could be in the sector of human relations, it could be in the sector of certain subjects; politics, sex, mental creativity, peace, and freedom in the super busy workplace. What I mean by those last words is based on desires to have rather than divisions.

So Joy is something for many of us relates to our experiences of knowing more about the connection of life usually by connecting ourselves to the deeper aspects to what is going on here in this world. Many people don’t realize because of the way the world works, there has to be forerunners to make a path from a bunch of cultural “facts and laws” that are based on separation of our identity.

Specifications can include scoring on various tests growing up in order to be a better person in the eyes of someone that usually ends up being multiple people including yourself. Another is based on your appearance l living up to certain images that if forsaken even by well the genetic makeup of life, you are either lesser or greater in the eyes of others.

These are two primal examples. And so, what I was talking about is that there has to be a continuous self-discovery of our internal and external world to be seen for what is really is. Separation being the majority for which it represents throughout the social sector.

The process that we all go through is done on a gradual level that may be very risky at times because of many walls we have created in our minds that in some way shape or form, we might experience a type of death if we don’t follow the primal foundation of society: separation. But when we begin to move forward on this discovery process, a type of joy will arise that may be called good, but in reality joy can’t really be defined.

I say this because the process of growing out of these very conditioned ways of life society offers requires bad joy in which many people call crazy or insane. I know I am using amateur words to describe a process, but I am asking you to consider what I might have to say is something that could take your stance on living or experiencing life to a new level of meaning and freedom.

So this bad joy can actually be looked at as good, but this is not the premise of which I would like to discuss. The premise is that everything we fear or think will hurt us in subtle ways of interacting, learning, and sharing, are the pinpoints that allow us to grow tremendously into a sense of good joy. Thus the bad joy serves as the precursor for receiving the good.

This may be a bad example, but that is only because you are a bad person. Just kidding ha! You have my love. I am going to dialect this conversation now to specific words and instances to where those of us experience fear or bad joy. I don’t know if I should keep using that word but the heck with it. I shall type and keep typing.

So there are words that we don’t know and there are words we do know. On a general level, if used by another person or from an external source that a word we don’t know is used in any field of society, there is generally a sense of shame that you are not intelligent in already knowing because of the common perfectionist culture.

Well many of us have different meanings to different words despite we are told the same definition of what a certain word means growing up. It is kind of silly but also valid at the same time to I guess insist order on some level, I accept that I could be wrong. I would like to say that there are jumbles of things we are aware of but sometimes keep on a sub-conscious level of what we fear or contains bad joy.

If we use the power of our vision or inner sight or mindful awareness to experience what the deeper meaning of anything is, there is usually less of a common experience of separation or death we might want to call it. I know some people may realize what I am saying is self-evident and perhaps have left reading this message awhile ago, but there is something more here that I sense is important.

What that is involves our mission in life. Our mission may be quite vague, like for me, I sense there is much vagueness because I have experienced certain amounts of circumstances that I don’t truly understand how to connect low income partnerships or communities intending to help the world to a level of action and initiative to begin the process of development with distributors.

One might say just be yourself, that’s fine. I am interested in this message I am writing to particularly dissect the Modus Operandi for the collective sub-consciousness to reveal the words which in many cases involve the business/industrial/corporate world wordings and systems that many of us close down to. But I will not say that it completely does depend on it.

So moving beyond philanthropy, I would like to share a deep collective possibility to building communities to unravel these collective fears or bad joy’s (got to love those two words haah), about systems, words, and interaction to reframe not only the product but the destination of our community to be ongoing removing competition.

This is a field that I am raising my hand in right now to signal to all of you that more awareness is needed here because of the scarcity of people and in the minds of people from touching this sector because of the way education and parental/social conditioning chooses to be.

I am interested in anyone reading this message if you would like to begin this very difficult discussion on influencing the world in a new manner. A way to creatively enjoy the process of bad joy so A: we will not create division with each other in the process, and B: establish a higher potential for actions that are critical for our world transition based on ethical principles of university, not colleges.

With this being said, I think I have said everything speaking can say in order to have said what I want say. And yes that sentence is completely perfect thank you very much.

I hope we all realize the epic peace that no matter what happens in the world or in our lives, that it cannot take away our supreme identity with the stars and all the cosmos. I mean we are a spec in and infinite spectrum in the Universe. Let’s just be real here, though we are in dire times of massive brainwashing, it is also a massive time of experiencing a state of peace because I am giving you permission that it is not our responsibility to force this world to change, but to only offer.

This place is a school room, its best not to treat the bullies the way they try to treat us by using a method of psychological or physical force so that the internal well-being of the actioneer does not have to depend on anything outside of itself for fulfillment. These may be some spiritual talk but look around our society in the eyes my friend. You tell me if you find spirit, and if you do, I applaud you and if you don’t that is also ok, for it is all a play of practice and love. These two words have a unique meaning to all of us.

I will let it go now. Thank you for listening, and now I am ready to listen to you. So, what’s up?

Gabriel